In My Darkest Hour

In my hour of need

Ha!, no, you're not there

And though I reached out for you

You wouldn't lend a hand

Through the darkest hour

Your grace did not shine on me

It feels so cold, very cold

No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely?

Did you ever think that I needed love?

Did you ever think to stop thinking

You're the only one that I'm thinking of?

You'll never know how hard I tried

To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better,

When I'm dead and gone

Don't try to understand, knowing you

I'm probably wrong

But, oh!, how I lived my life for you!

Still you'd turn away

Now as I die for you

My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name

All these years I thought I was wrong

Now I know it was you!

Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes...

Tell me who you think you are, who?

I walk, I walk alone

Into the promised land

There's a better place for me

But it's far, far away...

Everlasting life for me

In a perfect world

But I gotta die first

Please God send me on my way!

Time has a way of taking time

Loneliness is not only felt by fools!

Alone, I call to ease the pain

Yearning to be held by you,

Alone, so alone, I'm lost

Consumed by the pain

The pain, the pain, the pain

Won't you hold me again?

You just laughed... bitch!

My whole life is work built on the past

But the time has come when all things shall pass

This good thing passed away!